i push out babies, what do YOU do?

okay, i know that's a dumb question since most of you have the same super power as me.

anyway, we went to the ped today and we have thrush. how fucking lame is that? 6 days into our nursing relationship and we have thrush. good news is jack doesn't seem to have it and my nipples don't hurt or itch.

onto the awesome news, though, my daughter weighs 7bs 10oz. when she was released from the nicu she was 7lbs 2oz. she was 7lbs 5oz at birth and she also grew an inch from 20 to 21. go boob juice.

also, jack has totally regressed. he nurses almost more than wednesday. oh well.

ANYWAY go to my myspace for more pictures 'cause i'm lazy. www.myspace.com/hazelannxo

ITS A....
A GIRL!

Wednesday Olivia Cuellar.

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sean daly answering your questions about love sex and romance on the onion? it's true... now what do i ask him?

so i'm feeling nauseated... and i know exactly why, but i have NO desire to go choke down so damn food right now... none at all. (haha, lisa :[ i know i should go eat!) Jack is still sleeping, his teeth must have really been bothering him for him to sleep so long like that. my boobs are dead from him sucking the life out of them, btw.

i would just like to say that i love south park. i don't care how crude any of you think it is, i will marry stan and cartman is the most hilarious little kid ever. i can only hope jack is half that funny when he is 8. just kidding, calm down. anyway, i want to get a new journal because this one is crappy and i never really update it even though i have a lot to say. i can't believe how many people have cut me, well, yes i can because i was without internet for like a year, but aaaanyway, my son is with his father and i miss them both. but mostly just jack, because all mike can talk about is his paintball gun and the like. but whatever i'm bored today and want to do something but i am still in my pajamas at the computer, go figure. i've been reading everyone's journals though and i feel quite up-to-date on all my the random stalkerish crap i know about all of your lives now. it seems comforting, like i have contact with other people on this earth that are not related to me by blood, my own offspring or legally binded to me foreverrrrrrr. i'm out of my mind.

i know i haven't updated in forever, i'm so sorry you guys. i miss you all. please add me on myspace because that's about the only thing i have time to check. www.myspace.com/lucy__ford add me!! there's pictures of us on there... jack is still nursing at 15 months and he's crazy as ever! mike and i are doing good although i did go to jail for the dumbest reason ever for about 24 hours and it was awful. anyway, talk to me on myspace.

still here.
getting married in a month.
jack turns one in a month. (!!!!!)
painted my apartment purple.
not much else exciting going on really except jack bit my nipple and drew blood for the first time ever today. it STILL hurts and this was like 8 hours ago.
anyway i'm at my mom's and i wanna go home and buy some whipped cream for the hot chocolate sarah sent me.
i still read your journals i just never have any computer time.
i love you all.

Costco's kirkland signature bread, the multi-grain stuff... Don't buy it! Mike and I were about to make sandwiches and Mike goes to pick at the bread and and sees a COCKROACH, baked in the bread and it was sliced in half, its legs in one side and the body in the other. Good thing it was at his mom's house, people have eaten off of that bread, it was the last two slices we found it in. We went to Costco and the girl did NOTHING but give us a refund... I called back after we left and the manager apologized profusely and sent a cash card, the wholesome bread factory called me today and didn't really offer me any sort of compensation but again, she apologized profusely, they got pictures of it... The company is based in Phoenix. They are overnighting the bread to them for further inspection and reporting it or whatever and all that stuff, so she is going to call me back by Monday. Crazy crazy.

I've been so paranoid lately about Jack. He's a teething monster and his poopies are weird and wet and change colors from dark green with small white bits to light yellow with orage (I'm assuming this is from the spaghetti sauce he ate...)

Anyway, he hasn't had any vaccinations except the one he got in the hospital... For all you moms that delay/don't vax, what do you think I should do? What shots do you reccommend your child, if any, getting? How should I approach my health department if I do decide to get him any vaccinations? Do I tell them he's had none and he's 8 months old?

In other non-paranoid news, we got the apartment today and we move in Tuesday. We'll be having a little get together that Friday and what not. I am so stoked about this place, it's beauitful. Garden tub, walk-in closet, Jack's room is right next to ours... WE HAVE A WET BAR in the living room... weird, right?! Anyway we bought some kitchen gadgets today because we don't even own a dish. Thanks wal-mart for having four plastic cups for 98 cents. Haha. AAAAnyway, we need a couch.

I'm too tired to finish or remember what I was going to say. Night.

My son is 8 months old today. Where the hell did time GO? And why am I still fat? Hahaha, no one will ever know!

In other news: Mike's father is a saint. He is helping us rent an apartment and we're going TODAY to look. That's why I'm up so effing early. Aaaand, Mike is still sleeping. Anyway, we'll probably be moved out by this weekend because, living with my mom ain't no carnival. But yeah, we're stoked! And how, you ask, are we going to pay rent and for a 5,000 wedding? Well it looks like I'll be selling myself on the street!